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Last weekend with ashen_crib was a life-altering experience! I am soooo in love and I don't care who knows it, including ashen_crib! Grr.

On Friday night, we saw Kill Bill vol. 2. It was more about the character development than super fight scenes every second, which I enjoyed a bunch. The two films together make a great f-ing story!!

We spent Saturday in Santa Cruz cruising the boardwalk and walking on the beach. We rode the Giant Dipper (roller-coaster) and it scared the ba-jesus out of me. I held Brian's hand so tight, I was afraid that I was going to break his fingers.We ended our evening with a fancy dinner on the Warf. It was amazing!

Sunday, we spent time mostly at home. I think that those hours we spent together were as close to perfection as I have ever experienced. It was painful and beautiful and real. We also had a nice time at dinner before it was time to take him to the airport.

Brian is the Light of My Life, the beat of my heart. I look into his eyes and see Infinity. I never imagined that I could feel this way. I wasn't aware of what I was capable of until I met him. Everything and everyone were gray and meaningless. With him, my life is vibrant, full of possiblities, passionate, creative, exciting, intense. He is truly a gift and I'm not sure what I did to deserve him. Sigh...