jora

well, at least i don't feel like screaming today.

instead of nightmares again, i had a dream where i got to be in my grandmother's room. i miss her so much, and just being there made me feel close to her.

i also got a ton of sleep, so maybe that helped overall. and little b (the mostly standoffish kitty) let me cuddle him for a few hours. and right now, he is close by and seems to want more pets. maybe he is feeling lonely too. sigh...

now i just need food. i'm so tired of being starving all the time. it makes me irritable. grr.