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Reno, NV

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Wednesday Jan 21, 2004

Jan 21, 2004
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my immortal

i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
and though you're still with me
i've been alone all along


~ My Immortal by Evanessence

...I guess I'm all about quotes lately. I am in a state of disatisfaction. I am so irritable that I can barely stand to be in my own skin. Restless, bored, unfulfilled...that's me. ...And angry, aggressive, just plain GRRRR. mad


VIEW 11 of 11 COMMENTS
joshof13thfloor:
I love that song.

I am however sorry to hear of your feeling like them.

Peace. Later.

-Josh EL SUICIDO LOCO
Jan 22, 2004
miloryan:
So what's the deal? You never leave me any love notes anymore. I know I don't update much but let me know you're still around yo! wink
Jan 22, 2004

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