I guess I'm chaulking my rage up to PMS + meds. I seem to REALLY go on an emotional rollar-coaster ten times more than usual during PMS now that I'm on meds. Weird...any females out there experience that?
I feel less angry now, but I am back to feeling extreme boredom.
I hate feeling like this too. I want to rent some horror movies so I can feel scared and alive, but I need to save money right now (I just found out that my already very expensive rent is going up).
My co-wker is going on another week long vacation. This may just kill me. I JUST got over her last vacation, which wasn't too long ago. I can't wait to take some time off, but my big vacation isn't until the end of Oct. I have a small one coming up the 3rd week of Aug. though, and it's all I can look forward to.
I guess that's it. Nothing going on, as per usual.
Take care everyone.
jora33
I feel less angry now, but I am back to feeling extreme boredom.
I hate feeling like this too. I want to rent some horror movies so I can feel scared and alive, but I need to save money right now (I just found out that my already very expensive rent is going up).
My co-wker is going on another week long vacation. This may just kill me. I JUST got over her last vacation, which wasn't too long ago. I can't wait to take some time off, but my big vacation isn't until the end of Oct. I have a small one coming up the 3rd week of Aug. though, and it's all I can look forward to.
I guess that's it. Nothing going on, as per usual.
Take care everyone.
jora33
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And dont worry, the meds will play games with you for a while until you each adjust to each other. I hear you with the needing to save money but your rent is going up? What part of SJ do you live in? you know SJ has rent hike laws that dont allow a landlord to raise it more than 6% (i think) in a year. I'd check into that.
so hard to let go of rage sometimes when it isn't clear where it comes from. I know.
but the world looks different in our eyes when we feel that way. and the world will look better again soon
here are a random selection of 10 older/cheaper horror movies to consider renting, I'll try to list overlooked stuff but not too rare so you may find them at typical video rental places:
TEN RANDOM HORROR MOVIES WORTH WATCHING
john carpenter's prince of darkness
john carpenter's the thing
john carpenter's in the mouth of madness
pitch black
alien 1
lifeforce
hellraiser bloodlines
deep blue sea
blade 1
videodrome