jora

10/21/2005

Sigh insomnia again. I just love it so much! Grr.

So, about my job interview. I think I got it. I am 99% sure. He said yes, but that he wanted to email me to tell me my start date. He said that he wanted to get the desk space for me all squared away first.

My first impressions

The office is stinky. Literally. They manufacture corian there (the marble-like countertop stuff). Stinkeroo!

The office is ugly. There are cubes and everything is messy. The messiness is part of what he wants me to tackle.

He said that eventually he wants me in the showroom selling corian to people. Um, I am very good on the phone, but face to face??? Not so much. Plus, I have a nosering and tattoos. What is he thinking?

He wants me to work on his website. Well, I know very basic html, but I am nowhere near a web designer. The idea makes me nervous, but it could be a fun challenge I guess.

Bottom line I need money, so I cant quibble. I must take the job until I decide what else I want to do.

I also intend to start doing the phone sex thing again once I know what my schedule will be with this job. I am nervous about that, but you know, I am starting to miss it a little.

Princess Kitten Elby is sooo adorable!





I fall in love with her more each day. Sigh Oh!!! Except She farted in my face TWICE today! What is up with that? And can there be a worse smelling thing in the universe? I dont think so. She looked very proud (and relieved) of herself too. That little, well, farthead. I called her The Heinous Anus for the rest of the day. A name well earned.

I guess I should TRY to get some sleep now. Brian and I are going to Palo Alto to visit my sweet, but bossy old Aunt. She lives in a high-end retirement complex, but Im sure it still gets lonely for her. Plus, she wants me to do some maintenance on her computer. I love her, but I know she is gonna wear me down big time. I dont have family really, so I try to cherish the few that I do care about. Send me strength!!

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10/24/2005

Brian left for Hawaii this morning for 6 days. We had only a few minutes to say goodbye because he wanted to get through security and get to his gate. He was nervous about making the flight. Its an all-expenses paid work trip. Nice! I miss him. So do the fur babies. Especially Justin.

Here are Elby and Justin. Wheres Daddy? Awww.



I am not used to having time to myself. When Brian went to Phoenix for 4 days, I barely knew what to do. Now I have 6 days to fill.

I thought I was supposed to start my new p/t job tomorrow, but the guy never emailed me with the final okay like he said he was going to. I think I am going to log on for my PSO job tomorrow and see if I can get back into the swing of it. Its such good money and I really am starting to miss it.

Other than that, I think tomorrow will be housework day. For some reason, I feel weird about doing housework around Brian. Maybe it comes from living alone all those years before meeting him. It just feels like a private thing. Then again, my bare feet feel like a private thing too. No one but Brian gets to see my naked feet.

I wanted to go to poetry tonight by myself, but I chickened out. I used to like going places by myself. Being an only child, I always found it relaxing. Now, even leaving the apartment with Brian makes me feel like a Paxil commercial. Sigh I have to go next Monday though. Mike M. is going to be in town and I looove him.

So, I guess I am going to try to go to bed without Brian. No weird sleepy noises. No drool on his pillow. No reaching out in the night to pet his fuzzy shaved head. *sad face* I hope I can find a good book and lose myself in it until I pass out.

Nighty-night.