I had to stay home all day today because I'm half blind- not really sure what's going on with that. I think it has to do with my extremely high blood pressure. I'm broken. Just, completely broken. This body was not made for longevity. I keep having to have parts removed and wrenched on and such. If my eyeballs stop working, my life will be pointless. Just toss me in the ground.
Even though I had a hard time seeing, I painted most of the day. I'm almost done with my 2nd big piece of the year. The first alone has been keeping me afloat financially through the last 3 months. This next one wont sell, I already know that for sure, but I have to remind myself that no matter how poor I am, my art will never be for commercial purposes only. I wanted to try a different mix of mediums, so I did, and it came out like crap, but I learned stuff whilst doing it, so it was worth it.
OK, Better Off Ted is on. Time for my Portia fix.
weston:
Hope things are better with your vision!
matty_matt:
Damn, hope your eyes get better. I too am quite broken, and share the woas of part removal and wrenching. Here's hoping for the best. get better.