jonspit

hello sg world are the clouds lifting i hope so .....

so today is tuesday and i have seen the truth and saw through your lies communication was a joke .....

i dont want to talk about her today i wish i could take a pill and erase my brain but there isnt such a pill - i feel used hurt and cheated - i fucked up - we fucked up- but there was room for change and forgiveness - but now the train stopped and we are walking in different directions

this is the hardest monday ever fuk i used to drink coffee to kick start my day but all i want to do is sleep but i cant .....empty beds suck.....so my childs mother refuses to talk to me now becuz i am trying to reconcile with my gf......!?!?!?!?!?.....so i lost two friends ok what next ..fuk this blue monday

today is day one on my own ...i dont know what when or where ...but im here trying to correct mistakes ...disappointment and stupidity on my part...these are the worst feeling ive had ....one day at a time ...?

this week is bad.............. fuk fuk stress......lost again at sea

i think i lost some of my suicide friends aww shucks

its Wednesday ......

is stoked to say one of my images is a finalist in the 2009 college photographers contest
it is the girl on swing
i will be posting more work this week
thank you S. for being a great model

im back are all my friends still here?