jonspit

is beyond pissed is terribly annoyed and just stupid

a list of what i dont want in my life
1. if u like calling your self a loser don't talk to me
2. if u are upset with my actions please tell me right away so i know and i dont have to deal with it 4 months l8r and not now whats gpoing on
3 this is a tough one but try not to cheat on me if you do tell me and leave and if you dont read number 4 it might change your mind
4. the gold has been dug so there is no point if your into that
5 going to see stupid vampire luv story with your ex is kinda rude
6 giving your number to dudes at the bar while we are together is hella rude (especially when they call you at bar time for a piece of ass)
7 im not your verbal punching bag
8 if u cant keep a coherent conversation.....why bother
9 try not to lie
10 plz dont take advantage of me and my stupidity

this sounds harsh...maybe...idk .....lately things just suk for me
i wish i could get some clarity but lately im running blind
something is wrong with me or the women i date
sheesh is this year over my whole summer has been a sail boat ride down the tiolet i cant vent on other place so my sg friends this is my only outlet i apolgize for being crazy
if my list sound horrible im sorry im not a bad person at all just been used way too much
i think i will stop for now and go for a run in the thunderstorm
ty and sorry for letting me vent