Saturday Jan 24, 2009

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I feel like showing my honest Jon face, maybe I'm just hammered. Fuck, oh well.

I get that I'm a nice guy, so I don't make a point to act like a raging cock to people, though I don't let people walk all over me. Yet... There's this girl I'm friends with, I've told her before straight up that I refuse to deal with her fucking with my emotions. I don't know, maybe I should just cut her off, but we've been friends for like five years now, I've lost enough friends as it is without wanting to cut people off. But it's got to stop, maybe she does have feelings for me, I don't know, but she shouldn't be be telling me all this shit while another dude. She shouldn't be telling me how much she likes me, loves me, thinks we're "perfect" or any of that bullshit while she's with someone else.

I swore off bullshit a long time ago, so what's with this? Maybe I should just cut her off. I certainly don't need this. I'm better than this, right?

Fuck, I'm going to go drink more.

priest_:
The place I'm at is Duke Diet and Fitness Center. It's pricey, but it's the equivalent of a fat camp for adults. It's down in NC. Pretty good place.

And to hell with girls who want a snuggle bear nice guy when they're emotionally needy but run off to fuck an asshole. I'm serious. That shit bugs me too and happens to me as well. Tell her straight up, either you and her are together, or her and that other dude are together, but she can't play both sides.
cherrylix:
This is EXACTLY the situation I'm in hun. If I had more time on this computer I'd message you about it. We will catch up soon. Until then, chin up, and try not to kill your liver completely, eh? :p

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