Seriously, why the hell am I sick?!? I never get sick.
So next weekend I drive up to Tacoma to spend Thanksgiving with the fam, should be pretty tolerable. The day after I'm going to visit with my friend in Olympia for a couple days, she invited me to come to a "mustache party" with her that some of her co-workers are throwing. Call me crazy but "mustache party" sounds a bit too much like something a gay porno from the 70's would be called
. Anyway, I'll be able to get my drink on and socialize.
I'm looking forward to after xmas this year, my buddy Aaron who I've known since forever is coming up north from SoCal and is going to, along with a couple of some of the other guys, come hang out. Which will be nice, one of the things I hate about living where I'm living is how cut off I sometimes feel from everyone I'm friends with.
On that note, there's a brunch for the PDX group first week in December, and I'm planning on going. I really need to meet new people, though I won't lie, as outgoing as I can be and social as I am the idea of going to a group of people I don't know by myself is a bit daunting. Cross your fingers so that I don't make a bad first impression by tripping over my shoe laces or accidentally spilling something on myself (yeah I'm a bit of a klutz).
A couple months ago I mentioned a girl I'm friends with who I was into but things weren't really working out properly. Well, ever since she started seeing this other guy she continued to talk to me as though her and I ARE together. She kept telling me how we were "meant to be" and other things like that. On several occasions I tried to explain to her that she couldn't be doing that. So finally the other night I told her straight up that telling me--when she knew how I felt--that she really likes me, wants to be with me, and got jealous just thinking about me going to dinner with another girl, but is WITH ANOTHER GUY, isn't fair. It's not fair to me emotionally (she knows better than this, she knows the shit I've gone through), it's not fair to her current boyfriend, and it's not fair to her. So she finally agreed that I was right.
The job hunt continues, despite the fact that I've had several let downs in the last week, I'm refusing to let it get me down. I'd rather I not have to resort to flipping burgers, but I'm starting to get desperate here. If this job at JCPenny doesn't materialize, I think I may just do the fast food thing again (blech!).
Oh did I mention that I'm sick and that I hate it?!!!!
So next weekend I drive up to Tacoma to spend Thanksgiving with the fam, should be pretty tolerable. The day after I'm going to visit with my friend in Olympia for a couple days, she invited me to come to a "mustache party" with her that some of her co-workers are throwing. Call me crazy but "mustache party" sounds a bit too much like something a gay porno from the 70's would be called
. Anyway, I'll be able to get my drink on and socialize.I'm looking forward to after xmas this year, my buddy Aaron who I've known since forever is coming up north from SoCal and is going to, along with a couple of some of the other guys, come hang out. Which will be nice, one of the things I hate about living where I'm living is how cut off I sometimes feel from everyone I'm friends with.
On that note, there's a brunch for the PDX group first week in December, and I'm planning on going. I really need to meet new people, though I won't lie, as outgoing as I can be and social as I am the idea of going to a group of people I don't know by myself is a bit daunting. Cross your fingers so that I don't make a bad first impression by tripping over my shoe laces or accidentally spilling something on myself (yeah I'm a bit of a klutz).
A couple months ago I mentioned a girl I'm friends with who I was into but things weren't really working out properly. Well, ever since she started seeing this other guy she continued to talk to me as though her and I ARE together. She kept telling me how we were "meant to be" and other things like that. On several occasions I tried to explain to her that she couldn't be doing that. So finally the other night I told her straight up that telling me--when she knew how I felt--that she really likes me, wants to be with me, and got jealous just thinking about me going to dinner with another girl, but is WITH ANOTHER GUY, isn't fair. It's not fair to me emotionally (she knows better than this, she knows the shit I've gone through), it's not fair to her current boyfriend, and it's not fair to her. So she finally agreed that I was right.
The job hunt continues, despite the fact that I've had several let downs in the last week, I'm refusing to let it get me down. I'd rather I not have to resort to flipping burgers, but I'm starting to get desperate here. If this job at JCPenny doesn't materialize, I think I may just do the fast food thing again (blech!).
Oh did I mention that I'm sick and that I hate it?!!!!
Good on ya for putting your foot down, what a bitch (no offence seeing as ur friends with her) but seriously, some people can not get a clue without having shit spelt out to them. Its really unfair that she would do that to you and to her current bf. Chicks are as bad as guys i don't care what anyone says hehe.
Hope you feel better soon xox