SO.... im anti-social. Thats no big suprise. I dislike most people, there are some i can tolerate, but for the most part i hate 99.9% of the human population. I wish i could just wake up, go to work, go home and relax, without people asking me to go out, or if they can come over. You would think they could understand that if i wanted to have them in my company, i would get ahold of them. But apparently thats not the case.

Recently i have been working my ass off, and i am loving it, but it gets tiring. In two weeks Pismo Beach is having the biggest car show of the year, and the population triples. Which means lots of valley folk overrunning our pleasant little town. However at the end of the weekedn my wallet should be very happy, but will I?

At the end of this month i finally get to get away from all of this. I am going to mexico like stated on my previous post. It will most likely be the only time I : (A) Get to have more than 2 days off in a week, (B) Leave the Pismo area, and (C) Have quality time to myself; until january. Welcome to my life.

Next on the discussion list is my girl problems. I dont consider it a problem beacause i dont get any, thats not the case at all, instead i consider it a problem because i want a girlfriend. I have one friend, who used to be friends with my ex. After my and my ex broke up i thought i would never see her again, and then one day out of the blue she comes walking in to my shop. We have been talking ever since. She has been studying abroad in Spain for the last 10 months, so i have not seen her, and rarely heard from here in that time. Needless to say i have grown apart from her.... Well anyways, long story short, she comes home tomorrow, and i dont know what its going to be like. IM actually kinda scared. AND I'M NEVER SCARED.

I guess ill just have to see what happens. Maybe i will actually listen to my motto on this one. (I'm borrowing this one from James Dean)

Plan your life, like you'll live forever.
Live it like you'll die tomorrow.