I feel lost, i feel alone.....
I shouldn't i am surrounded by wonderfully brilliant amazing people. But there is somthing missing. Affection. i have friends and i have girls... but its not what i really want. I want to find a girl that i can be me with, a girl who loves me for me.... I have never had that. I was with my last GF for 2 years, and after that was over i was glad to be single, but now im lonely. Granted being alone is still better than bieng with her, but its not what i want. I want to find a girl who i can just sit around and watch movies with. A girl to go to dinner with. A girl to make me feel like i am not meant to wander the earth alone like the incredible hulk.. A girl who is unigue and a girl that i can love, and love waking up to. My life is no love story, but i do want a happy ending. I feel like there are so many smart beautiful women out there, but i have yet to meet one who is authentic, not just putting on a show for the masses. I want a girl who i can go to punk shows with, a girl to go get tattooed with me.
I am sick and tired of just screwing around with random girls, granted it is fun,until morning comes and your alone, again. its just not enough. If i had to choose between a different girl for everyday of my life, or one girl to spend my life with, i would pick the one girl in a heartbeat. But maybe im just a hopeless romantic.
You know in the wedding singer when adam sandler sings his song to drew barrymore.... THATS WHAT I WANT. I want to find my one true love. When i was going out with my ex, she loved that movie, and when she left town to go to her grandmothers funeral, i memorized that song just so i could put a smile on her face when she got back. But i guess things like that werent enough for her.
Mostly i just want to find the girl that i can love and cherish for the rest of my life..... i dont want to be alone anymore... but enough of my sorrow, i dont want to be mistakin for an emo. So until next time- Jonny
I shouldn't i am surrounded by wonderfully brilliant amazing people. But there is somthing missing. Affection. i have friends and i have girls... but its not what i really want. I want to find a girl that i can be me with, a girl who loves me for me.... I have never had that. I was with my last GF for 2 years, and after that was over i was glad to be single, but now im lonely. Granted being alone is still better than bieng with her, but its not what i want. I want to find a girl who i can just sit around and watch movies with. A girl to go to dinner with. A girl to make me feel like i am not meant to wander the earth alone like the incredible hulk.. A girl who is unigue and a girl that i can love, and love waking up to. My life is no love story, but i do want a happy ending. I feel like there are so many smart beautiful women out there, but i have yet to meet one who is authentic, not just putting on a show for the masses. I want a girl who i can go to punk shows with, a girl to go get tattooed with me.
I am sick and tired of just screwing around with random girls, granted it is fun,until morning comes and your alone, again. its just not enough. If i had to choose between a different girl for everyday of my life, or one girl to spend my life with, i would pick the one girl in a heartbeat. But maybe im just a hopeless romantic.
You know in the wedding singer when adam sandler sings his song to drew barrymore.... THATS WHAT I WANT. I want to find my one true love. When i was going out with my ex, she loved that movie, and when she left town to go to her grandmothers funeral, i memorized that song just so i could put a smile on her face when she got back. But i guess things like that werent enough for her.
Mostly i just want to find the girl that i can love and cherish for the rest of my life..... i dont want to be alone anymore... but enough of my sorrow, i dont want to be mistakin for an emo. So until next time- Jonny
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k_kat:
I love the new profile pic. So HOTT! 
southernbelle:
Wow, k_kat sent me to check you out, and I must say, she's right.....HOT!!! 
And that's perfectly normal to feel that way, at least I hope so, because I do. I am sure "the one" is out there for you....I won't give you the BS line of "you're still young" because I hate that one, but good luck finding it!!!
And that's perfectly normal to feel that way, at least I hope so, because I do. I am sure "the one" is out there for you....I won't give you the BS line of "you're still young" because I hate that one, but good luck finding it!!!