jonny_trouble

SOOOOOOO...... yea im dying, and not in the sense of the way that we are "all dying", im like one foot in the grave... so i woke up today coughing up mass amounts of blood, not quiet sure where it came from. but here it is all over my pillow.my lips are crusted up with death.... now i just getto wait. i refuse to go to the doctors for 2 reason. reason 1 i dont have insurance, and reason 2 if im gonna die i dont want anyone to tell me how i should live or when im gonna die..... oh well, hopefully ill be around long enough to find a girl to keep me happy...

Oh yeah and one good thing is gonna happen today i get my new order from the music store, including my new guitar and effects peddle and case.

i feel the blood running down my throat....