i thought december was supposed to be filled with "good times", instead im stressing out over a lot of things, school mainly.

i had a few *surprise* plans this christmas but i've cancelled them. i was really happy to make them too; got my passport and a few special things squared away...

best friend of mine is going through some really bad times for the past 8 months with his girlfriend. i know where he's coming from with a lot of things and can relate. he's taking it really hard too. so monday night, we're having this party (monday night football) so all should be fun. we're trying to re-release him into the wild (old school) so i've invited quite a few hotties to come over. so monday night will be good times all around.

i kind of feel like the song by green day - boulevard of broken dreams with a mix of thrice - stare at the sun (acoustic version)