I think I overreact to a lot of things. Maybe I care TOO much about a few things. And usually in the end I have people hating me unintentionally. That's the price I pay for being such a person.
anyways, i don't know... i don't know anymore. it feels as if im missing something and im trying to find it but cant, or, i dont know. ill stop, im going on on something.
so today while going to one of my classes, without paying attention, i walked into the wrong room, sat down, and wasnt paying attention to the professor or people in there. about 10 minutes into the class, i realize i was in the wrong class/room and i slowly walked out. it was weird, everyone was looking at me even the professor not even saying a word. i dunno, i twas very weird. but i went onto my other classes which were fine. i had to give a marketing speech with another girl who was freaking out. so i just took over and "wow'd" the audience. i guess working at a retail store makes you more comfortable speaking to large groups /shrug it was worse in retail because i had to "role play" in front of everyone and omg it was horrible. anyways, the day was nice but ended on a bad note which was caused by me (i think - read what i first posted). maybe i should start my own appreciation thread? sad isn't it? it wasn't always like this... stupid sg
ive been lazy lately in trying to get my pictures back (on my old hard drive which went boom) because i liked them. i could get new ones but there are a few with someone else that i can't get back nor can i get new ones with them. maybe soon though? i can only hope. i have one which was my old profile picture so, yeah.
and lastly, my birthday is coming up in about two weeks. 20 years old, see how happy i am?
i hope i can have a fun weekend with a few close people. oh well, nothing ever good happens to me so im used to disappointments 
ill leave comments for everyone. bye.
*edit*
my favorite sg's has a subliminal message, can you figure it out?
anyways, i don't know... i don't know anymore. it feels as if im missing something and im trying to find it but cant, or, i dont know. ill stop, im going on on something.
so today while going to one of my classes, without paying attention, i walked into the wrong room, sat down, and wasnt paying attention to the professor or people in there. about 10 minutes into the class, i realize i was in the wrong class/room and i slowly walked out. it was weird, everyone was looking at me even the professor not even saying a word. i dunno, i twas very weird. but i went onto my other classes which were fine. i had to give a marketing speech with another girl who was freaking out. so i just took over and "wow'd" the audience. i guess working at a retail store makes you more comfortable speaking to large groups /shrug it was worse in retail because i had to "role play" in front of everyone and omg it was horrible. anyways, the day was nice but ended on a bad note which was caused by me (i think - read what i first posted). maybe i should start my own appreciation thread? sad isn't it? it wasn't always like this... stupid sg
ive been lazy lately in trying to get my pictures back (on my old hard drive which went boom) because i liked them. i could get new ones but there are a few with someone else that i can't get back nor can i get new ones with them. maybe soon though? i can only hope. i have one which was my old profile picture so, yeah.
and lastly, my birthday is coming up in about two weeks. 20 years old, see how happy i am?
i hope i can have a fun weekend with a few close people. oh well, nothing ever good happens to me so im used to disappointments
ill leave comments for everyone. bye.
*edit*
my favorite sg's has a subliminal message, can you figure it out?
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now go out and have fun.