jonasmott

Today was filled with many small pleasures. It started off with a listen to the new Fantomas before work. It is pure ruthlessness. Work was boring, but at least I've been getting along well with the ex. Then I smoked some pot and wailed on the drums for a couple of hours, which was quite exhilerating. T and I kicked the hack around for an hour or so and then we attempted to BBQ some chicken (this did not turn out well and we probably got food poisoning but I really hope not.) Then we went back to T's and Ian came over and we played cards for a while. Then the woman came over to watch some movies and take a nap. I can't get over how beautiful and amazing she is. But she was in a good deal of pain and I hope she feels better. Its tough to be someone's muse when your in agony. This is surreal. I keep waiting for her to decide she's sick of me. I missed Goddamnit. I guess I'll get over it. I hope it is beautiful tommorrow.