jonas

i am slowly getting accustomed to this redesign but in two words: still sucks.

i inadvertently posted to my own journal my distaste for the change... now i think i have the flow all figured.

*sigh*

my life is spinning out of control again and i have some months of tragic, self-created hardships to endure and *sniff* i know deep in my heart that i will persevere...

i am so tired of my own crap. it keeps happening but it's getting so old! i am hardly amused with myself any longer.

boo hoo. nevermind me 'cause everything always works out eventually. i do have the comfort in knowing that life is hard no matter what you do... at least i'm the one making it so damned hard! all these other people go around doing the right thing all the time and their life is still all fucked up! hah! i pull the strings around here buddy! if anyone is going to fuck up my day it's gonna be me damnit! ha hah!

somehow knowing that i'm the source of all the trouble isn't comforting...hmmm.

i've even lost interest in this melodramatic journal entry...

i hope that anyone who stops by here has a great day or night or whatever and i wish only the best of everything for my fellow sg'ers...

and i mean that. rock on you crazy diamonds.