Saturday Jun 14, 2003

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w h a t e v e r.

it's been an intense week:
-suffered through headaches from a concussion
-drank heavily
-prescribed myself a few narcotics
-finished two full page 4 color ads for a magazine
-animated a weird sequence for a tv commercial
-got a $1000 bonus
-upgraded my computer
-watched zero tv
-mixed records
-generally kicked ass and kicked my own ass

between all those lines are some tormenting forces that powered me through this full load and simultaneously drove me into the darkest recesses of my psyche. too much to mention, too lengthy to define... fuck the explanation. it wouldn't make sense to many people anyway and the others would offer advice or logic or some other futile verbal chicken soup for my soul...

i think i'm going to schedule an MRI next week if the headaches aren't gone by monday.

i'll feel better next week. tired, but better.
sincity1:
Or to put it in context -- you made an assload of money, did a lot of creative shit, and got very high. Sadly, you're too stressed out to enjoy it.

I'm in a similar boat (minus the creativity part) and I'm toying with taking yoga to clear my head. My doctor sent me for the wrong untra-sound to determine if I have an ulcer -- thus creating more ulcer-inducing stress. Hope your MRI works out better. Please let me know if it does. I'm sure you're fine., but nothing sounds better than a doctor telling you you aren't dying.

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