geesh, it's been awhile.
i was thinking that my 9 bucks a month is well spent to be able to come back here and check inevery so often. maybe i'll start another suicide girls crush and get real active again. or maybe i'll just float in an out of this world with a comfortable familiarity. that's good enough for me.
i've been very busy lately...
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i was thinking that my 9 bucks a month is well spent to be able to come back here and check inevery so often. maybe i'll start another suicide girls crush and get real active again. or maybe i'll just float in an out of this world with a comfortable familiarity. that's good enough for me.
i've been very busy lately...
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k so i've been slack in my journal entries as of late.
one thing i realized is that the archive only holds 12 entries so if one writes anything good, one needs to archive that shit personally... so i have done this with my last 12 posts... kinda sucks 'cause i left some classic drunken rants on here way back when...
i posted a couple...
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one thing i realized is that the archive only holds 12 entries so if one writes anything good, one needs to archive that shit personally... so i have done this with my last 12 posts... kinda sucks 'cause i left some classic drunken rants on here way back when...
i posted a couple...
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admitourmistakes:
*tackles Jonas with love!!!!!*
I love you Jonas!! *squeezes harder* I feel so damn loved when I get care packages, because they mean what they say- that someone actually CARES!
I love you Jonas!! *squeezes harder* I feel so damn loved when I get care packages, because they mean what they say- that someone actually CARES!
noelani:
lord knows I love me some breaks.
Oh, if you click on the little icon of the number one next to the date of your journal posting, it brings up a calendar that has all of your journals in it. You can go all the way back to your very first one.
Oh, if you click on the little icon of the number one next to the date of your journal posting, it brings up a calendar that has all of your journals in it. You can go all the way back to your very first one.
i'm finally starting to recover.
i got home from burning man on monday and went straight to bed. i took tuesday off and slept and ate all day and barely made it to work on wednesday. fortunately the boss was out so i basically napped at my desk all day... he was around yesterday but i managed to get a couple of hours of naps...
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i got home from burning man on monday and went straight to bed. i took tuesday off and slept and ate all day and barely made it to work on wednesday. fortunately the boss was out so i basically napped at my desk all day... he was around yesterday but i managed to get a couple of hours of naps...
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elisabeth:
See that's the problem I have with Burning Man, the trance, and also the blazing hot hot fucking heat and sun 
Glad you had a great time, I hope to see some pictures from this? You and your lasers
Glad you had a great time, I hope to see some pictures from this? You and your lasers
noelani:
Did you go to the boombox at all? my friends set that up, and Adam Freeland played there. I sold my ticket at the last minute, so I didn't go. I wish I had though 
Ah well. I keep trying to get a hold of Adam, he's suppose to be in the area still and I want to hear all about his devirginization. Good to hear your recovering well, it's always hard the next couple of weeks after.
Ah well. I keep trying to get a hold of Adam, he's suppose to be in the area still and I want to hear all about his devirginization. Good to hear your recovering well, it's always hard the next couple of weeks after. well, motherfucker... one whole week and zero responses in my journal.
i got two pages once. really.
so i've fallen out of suicide girls favor. i admit i haven't been nearly as active on the site. but i try to keep some semblance of a journal running with the odd highlights of my life.
it's a lesson in sticktoitiveness i guess. even woody allen said...
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i got two pages once. really.
so i've fallen out of suicide girls favor. i admit i haven't been nearly as active on the site. but i try to keep some semblance of a journal running with the odd highlights of my life.
it's a lesson in sticktoitiveness i guess. even woody allen said...
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elisabeth:
I would have posted in the last one, but I fergot.
Hope that things are well, I hear you about the anything but routine. No one is really in "suicide girls favor" anyway, except for the elite inner sanctum. It's like that Groucho Marx quote, "I wouldn't be the member of any club that would accept me". Yeah
Hope that things are well, I hear you about the anything but routine. No one is really in "suicide girls favor" anyway, except for the elite inner sanctum. It's like that Groucho Marx quote, "I wouldn't be the member of any club that would accept me". Yeah
admitourmistakes:
Awww Jonas, I love you, and I would have commented had I been on...
Poor little jonas
Poor little jonas
last night i spun records at a club for the first time.
i was really nervous all day yesterday. by the time i got home from work i was about to puke so i started drinking beers. that always seems to cure whatever's ailing me. but i've learned from thorough research that i mix records much better sober than loaded... so i had to compromise....
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i was really nervous all day yesterday. by the time i got home from work i was about to puke so i started drinking beers. that always seems to cure whatever's ailing me. but i've learned from thorough research that i mix records much better sober than loaded... so i had to compromise....
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i'll stream of conciousness some of the highlights from the last few weeks:
the porn convention in hollywood, florida was great. veeerry tiring, but great. i went to bed no earlier than 5 am (if at all) for 4 nights and worked hard each day. the late afternoons and evenings were thick with drinking and partying and swimming in an amazing pool at the westin...
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the porn convention in hollywood, florida was great. veeerry tiring, but great. i went to bed no earlier than 5 am (if at all) for 4 nights and worked hard each day. the late afternoons and evenings were thick with drinking and partying and swimming in an amazing pool at the westin...
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alisa:
it sounds like you had a blast. playboy bunnies huh? when i was little there was a playboy club in columbus. i wanted to be an old school bunny in a club sooo bad. and now that you're posting again you're going to have to keep me on my toes about reading the updates.
thanks for your kind words.
thanks for your kind words.
admitourmistakes:
JONAS! I missed you dear
my head is all better for the most part. the trauma has healed. the hematoma reabsorbed into my dura and the migraines haven't returned. i'm off the meds and detoxed all the vicodin! i was on a few a day or more for 2 months and got a little hooked. eventually they just started making me feel like shit so i stopped taking 'em. i...
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alexis:
I'm glad you liked the package... I tried to keep it tame (so I don't accidently get myself or anyone in trouble). I always try to reassure my bf that there is no funny business going on with SG either... no dick I say!!! But he doesn't listen. Ya win some, ya lose some.
Porn conventions are reasons that's it's great to be a designer. So fun. Congrats.
xoxo Alexis
Porn conventions are reasons that's it's great to be a designer. So fun. Congrats.
xoxo Alexis
alisa:
ahhh so you're still alive and around somewhere just not posting and updsating to the masses....
i see how it is
i see how it is
fun weekend in SF.
did some shopping. bought a new leather cuff watch. it's nicer than my old one and has a square face.
had a dinner party with friends in lower haight and got fairly smashed. then went to see the fireworks in front of Ghirardelli Square which were simultaneously blasted over pier 39. nice show. traffic was intense so we walked most of...
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did some shopping. bought a new leather cuff watch. it's nicer than my old one and has a square face.
had a dinner party with friends in lower haight and got fairly smashed. then went to see the fireworks in front of Ghirardelli Square which were simultaneously blasted over pier 39. nice show. traffic was intense so we walked most of...
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rumpusparable:
hey, i just got back. yeah, one of my wonders is whether it might be sciatica... after army & then my mom has developed recently a sciatic problem from her long work habits, it is definitely in the area of possibility... i just hadn't ever heard that abdominal swelling can be involved... thanks for the emphasis on the possibility, will look into more info on it!
smiles!
smiles!
alexis:
Befriending hookers!! That's fucking smart dude... what what jesus did. I have my share of dirty secrets, being that I'm a dirty girl, the most recent being that I applied to a dungeon today, but here's something I wrote to Dal just now about a few of my dorky secrets:
When I was 5, I had a crush on Chip from Chip N' Dale
When I was 22, I had a crush on Steve Buscemi, Christopher Walken, AND David Spade, and the guy from the Aaron Burr Peanut butter commercial
Once when a boy asked me to give him a blow job I said "No! I'm a feminist!"
Once... after not having sex for 6 months... in the middle of the night I decided I wanted to have sex again for a minute, literally, just a minute because I forgot what it felt like. I looked over and decided right then to have sex with my friend Chuck that was sleeping over. What a lucky bastard he was, being at the right place at the right time. He was still asleep, and I poke him and say "Chuck, do you want to have sex? and he says "What? sex?"... "Yeah, sex, now" I say... and he's like "ok take off your underwear" and seriously, no kissing or foreplay or anything, he just sticks it in and starts pumping away... I start watching the clock and decide after my minute was up that I was done, and make him get off me. He gets a little pissed, and I'm weirded out because I don't know if I want to call him a lover or not.. Ya know, another number on the list. It was only a minute, and he never finished, and there are no feelings involved... So I decided that he's going to be lover 22.25. Not quite 1, not quite 0, just .25.
xoxo Alexis
When I was 5, I had a crush on Chip from Chip N' Dale
When I was 22, I had a crush on Steve Buscemi, Christopher Walken, AND David Spade, and the guy from the Aaron Burr Peanut butter commercial
Once when a boy asked me to give him a blow job I said "No! I'm a feminist!"
Once... after not having sex for 6 months... in the middle of the night I decided I wanted to have sex again for a minute, literally, just a minute because I forgot what it felt like. I looked over and decided right then to have sex with my friend Chuck that was sleeping over. What a lucky bastard he was, being at the right place at the right time. He was still asleep, and I poke him and say "Chuck, do you want to have sex? and he says "What? sex?"... "Yeah, sex, now" I say... and he's like "ok take off your underwear" and seriously, no kissing or foreplay or anything, he just sticks it in and starts pumping away... I start watching the clock and decide after my minute was up that I was done, and make him get off me. He gets a little pissed, and I'm weirded out because I don't know if I want to call him a lover or not.. Ya know, another number on the list. It was only a minute, and he never finished, and there are no feelings involved... So I decided that he's going to be lover 22.25. Not quite 1, not quite 0, just .25.
xoxo Alexis
getting ready to go blow shit up for america dammit!
whoo!
whoo!
alisa:
thank you so much!!!!:ikiss:
i'm going to try it out right now.
oooh go look at the boards in the lifestyle section
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i'm going to try it out right now.
oooh go look at the boards in the lifestyle section
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it's only a four day week. sweet.
going to SF on thursday for the holiday weekend. that oughtta be nice. let's hope this week goes nice and smooth.
going to SF on thursday for the holiday weekend. that oughtta be nice. let's hope this week goes nice and smooth.
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sincity1:
I miss SF.
admitourmistakes:
Never been, prolly never will. I'm a loser...
*sobs silently to self and Jonas*
Send me mail jonas! Mail! LoL
*sobs silently to self and Jonas*
Send me mail jonas! Mail! LoL
it was a good weekend. had a great day on saturday. went for an 8 mile hike with my mom and even got back into the gym since my headaches have all but subsided. went and saw a friend's band play and even got out for some booty shaking at a new club... then i had to go and take things too far and fuck...
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went to see the hulk last night.
ang lee kicks ass. i don't understand these dumb freak critics. it got lame reviews. what movie did they see? the movie i saw was amazing. absolutely ground breaking editing and an incredible screenplay. the character development and depth of plot was inspiring. 5 stars.
in fact the movie was so great it triggered the worst concussion/subdural hematoma...
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ang lee kicks ass. i don't understand these dumb freak critics. it got lame reviews. what movie did they see? the movie i saw was amazing. absolutely ground breaking editing and an incredible screenplay. the character development and depth of plot was inspiring. 5 stars.
in fact the movie was so great it triggered the worst concussion/subdural hematoma...
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admitourmistakes:
Long time no post babe
Define OOGY
Define OOGY
Our life is a gift and I thank you for reminding me while being so straight forward about your feelings.
xoxo Alexis