Ok, so I'm officially a failure, had to come back from Amercia earlier than I wanted to resit exams. Am now waiting on the result of exams i, lucky me.
Went out last friday and got way too drunk, lost a few hours and I really don't feel proud about it. Am becoming such a waste of space its a little worrying. Want to be back travelling and away from here without alll the woes and annoying nagging thoughts.
Really miss Zuzy, we were so close all summer it sucks to have left here for no real reason...only geographical issues. Grrr every girl I fall for I never get to stick with, I just want to be able to make something stable and not be all over the place. I intend to come home very little this term. I intend to get a job and not just be a complete lazy oik.
So many things I want. I don't even know where to start. I can't work out what are needs anymore.
I know I miss her, can't believe I had to leave her, she was so perfect.
Went out last friday and got way too drunk, lost a few hours and I really don't feel proud about it. Am becoming such a waste of space its a little worrying. Want to be back travelling and away from here without alll the woes and annoying nagging thoughts.
Really miss Zuzy, we were so close all summer it sucks to have left here for no real reason...only geographical issues. Grrr every girl I fall for I never get to stick with, I just want to be able to make something stable and not be all over the place. I intend to come home very little this term. I intend to get a job and not just be a complete lazy oik.
So many things I want. I don't even know where to start. I can't work out what are needs anymore.
I know I miss her, can't believe I had to leave her, she was so perfect.
cptpyjama:
I hope you did well on your exams.
cptpyjama:
Best summer of my life, ever. Easily. I bet you did do better on your exams.