jollyrodger

they will sum it all up in a sentence
a verdict made by those who know
i'm ready to make a commitment
i'm willing to make love to concrete

my skin is a layer of soot
i'm spending my days scrubbing
i'm trying so hard to act like nothing happened
i'm trying so hard to find that fresh clean smell

smiles
bruises
bars in the womb
i hide my dirty minutes under the dirty mattress and they are making me itch
my time is spilt milk

cruel words sleep above me
mounting and teasing

i am what i've done
I'm sorry