jolie1

Damn, has it been that long since I've updated? Hmm...anyway. Just got back from Florida. The family vaca actually didn't turn out that bad..it meant lots of sitters which is cool sometimes. We lucked out and got to hit the Vans Off the Wall Tour our last night there. The Suicide Machines and The Unseen rocked and they had the most awesome circle pit I've ever seen. I kinda thought the vacation was gonna be something that the husband and I needed to straighten some things out and perhaps come back better but I think I had too high of hopes. Nothing has changed and vacation was just like any other day in our mundane life. So now I have myself depressed. I really can't believe how often I just construct this scenario in my head of what should happen or what is going to happen and then get depressed when it falls through. Somtimes I'm more girl than I think I am...I think. Speaking of girls...I'm quite upset about the way one of my absolute best friends is letting one play him right now. He is super hot, funny, smart, fun, sweet...I could go on...and I just feel like he sells himself short when it comes to girls and what he thinks about himself. Sooo I think I need to go out tonight and drink some beer and pretend that I'm in love with my life. It's the only way to smile, sometimes. Well, that and hot girls...damn I need laid...ugh.