jolene

i really hate being sick. so sick i can't sleep. my body aches. my eyeballs feel like they are 20 pounds each. one second i am hot... the next i am cold. my throat feels as though i swallowed a fucking rose bush. i couldn't fall asleep until 5 am this morning, finally i did, only to wake up at 8 am and spend all day in bed. i had so much shit i had to do today. my paper on sufism isn't done and what is done is garbage. i can't help but be sewered... i hate when a day is robbed, especially when i don't have a day to waste.