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Sunday Sep 11, 2005

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It's amazing how much things can change in a short period of time.
If anyone remembers the state of mind I was in a few months ago, that's all over.
I remember being morose, isolated, out of sorts, and at loose ends. I believe there were moments of depression. All of it tied to increasingly tenuous rationales for being even more isolated and morose.
It was a bad pattern to be in.
I can't explain how things change.
It's like when you're going somewhere because you want to take a photograph of the sunset. You have the idea all organized in your mind. You hike in and endure sufferings for the good of something that may happen, the thing you want, or at least plant for.
In the meantime if you keep your eyes open somethig entirely different happens. The thing is you want to be ready for that other thing.


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