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Tuesday Apr 12, 2005

Apr 12, 2005
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I need to quit going to the Cavern.
In fact I might take a trip this weekend and leave all the conflicted people I know around here to stew among themselves.
You may remember the talkative girl I see down there sometimes. The one with the cat.
Tonight, she wrote me a poem on a napkin. Not a good poems, mind you, but a poem.

The pertinent passage, I believe, is this one: "A man fills my thoughts at times he is what presses my visions & thoughts dreams of a place of peace & acceptance. I stop at fear of showing emotion."

Hmmm.

But you'll notice she didn't give me her phone number. Also please note that I'm not at all sure I want it.

I tried to get her to go see a movie with me but we never quite got that far.
She had beer to drink. And fear of showing emotion.
I left. Said goodbye.
Still think I'm going out of town for the weekend.

She looked pretty good, if that means anything, but we have very little in common. She may think we do. If I'm pressing on her visions obviously there's something going on.

But please. Being alone is not really that bad. If I have to pry someone off a bar stool I'd rather just come home alone.
Thank you very much.


funkabella:
ah yes when shes gone, then the rest of the tour or show your looking and looking and its a *poof*, gone moment tha couldve been. shoulda woulda coulda ugh those words kill me lol
i'll spin ya biggrin fun times.......good vibe trading and connection-izing <lol i think i made that word up>.


prying of barstools is a non fun activity, go out of town, get rejuvenated and clearer on things. its all good, whats meant to be will be. good luck with everything you wish for in your heart kiss
Apr 13, 2005
aoife:
Yeah, but the problem is that it is hard for me to tear something to shreds when it's not really BAD, I just can't stand the style. You know, like ripping Shakespeare to shreds because you just don't like iambic pentameter.

Ok. bad example. But you know what I mean. Music is so subjective. Someone can be a great musician and just not get me going, or annoy the shit out of me. For example, I hate Radiohead. Everybody else in the goddamn world seems to think they're brilliant. It makes me want to stab myself. But that's obviously my opinion, not because they're actually bad. Whereas poets are quite often, in fact, terrible. It's why I no longer write poetry. wink
Apr 13, 2005

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