johnritchie

Don't you hate when people that you haven't seen in ages and where best friends in the past change completely out of the blue for the worst without telling you???

Arrrghh!!! I hate when people aren't true with themselves! Sorry, it's just lately people are just using other people and are seeking attention because they (I guess) didn't get much growing up.... arg... I need sleep....

Struggling to Breathe
By: Aaron "Sid"

If it were possible,
Id leave it all,
No where to go to,
No where to hide.

I dont want to leave,
I have to be strong,
But I feel crushed,
By the walls set up.

I dont want love,
To come so soon,
While Im so unprepared,
So young.

I know I want love,
But all this pressure,
Is choking my soul,
Burying me from the inside out.

So many decisions to be made,
Some for me, some by me,
This pressure is crushing,
But I am strong.

Youre different they say,
Youll survive,
Just one more year,
And youll escape it.

Im sure its true,
Just a year to go,
But not entirely,
For it is always present.

I can survive,
I will, Im sure,
But the outcome is uncertain,
And casualties are sure to come.

Not necessarily deaths,
But probably injuries,
On people's souls, hearts and egos,
And definitely sadness.

I wish I had a friend to turn to,
But in times like these,
I feel its best to turn to myself,
The lone wall, surest of them all.

and now for something comletely different....