Managed to piss off at least one member of the SG Virgins group. Unintentionally, of course. I think I was trying to convey something about how I feel about this whole situation, that my virginity is actually more a side-effect of my inability to relate to people on an intimate level than it is a moral decision based on vague and perhaps mythical ideas of love.
'Cause really, this has been bothering me a lot lately. Not the virginity thing, but rather the cause of it. My self-imposed exile. My solitude. The Georghe Muresan arm's length at which I keep even my closest friends. I don't know why I do it, and I think without knowing I'm doomed to repeat the cycle, on and on, ad nauseum.
Of course, this isn't how it came out on my post. I was accusatory and condescending. I shouldn't post when I drink. High Life doesn't do a lot for the communication skills.
'Sides, an SG interest group is not exactly the forum I should be using to understand this problem. I'm hiding in the anonymity of the Internet when I should be talking to the people who care about me.
'Cause really, this has been bothering me a lot lately. Not the virginity thing, but rather the cause of it. My self-imposed exile. My solitude. The Georghe Muresan arm's length at which I keep even my closest friends. I don't know why I do it, and I think without knowing I'm doomed to repeat the cycle, on and on, ad nauseum.
Of course, this isn't how it came out on my post. I was accusatory and condescending. I shouldn't post when I drink. High Life doesn't do a lot for the communication skills.
'Sides, an SG interest group is not exactly the forum I should be using to understand this problem. I'm hiding in the anonymity of the Internet when I should be talking to the people who care about me.