johnotronic

I have a research paper due on Friday, and I haven't even started it.

But did that stop me from going out drinking last night? Of course not. Which of course meant I didn't wake up until eleven. Which meant I didn't get any research done before class today. Which means I'm even further behind.

School. Blah.

My sister was raped. No no, my sister wasn't raped. She was assaulted. No, she wasn't assaulted, but she was drugged. Maybe.

I don't even know how to process this. Fuck, I'm not even sure of the imformation I'm supposed to be processing. All I know is my family doesn't make much sense. My brother wants to use this as a tool to confront my...
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Just finished examining the budget that will control my life for the next two or more years. Starting Monday, 'cause I want to continue being frivolous for just a little longer.

Twenty-two dollars a day. That's for food, gas, entertainment, and anything else not bill-related. Fuckall, that's quite an adjustment for me. This is going to mean grocery shopping, nights spent watching tv instead of...
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I want to live somewhere where it's perpetually late November.

She postponed. Just a few hours. Stuff to do, you know. Oh, and Rennie will be joining us.

Blows me off. Declines. Postpones. Reschedules. Each time, hacking me just a little smaller, like a lumberjack before an oak. No, not an oak. Too strong. More like a sapling.

It drives me to drink. Mind you, it's a short drive. Sometimes just breathing the fucking air...
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I don't think I have a stomach for beauty anymore. I've grown to resent it, actually. I want to be surrounded by ugliness.

But it's a Catch-22, really. Kind of like Oscar the Grouch, I guess. Oscar hated being happy, so he was angry all the time. But being angry pleased him, so in effect his anger was actually happiness. If I choose to surround...
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Didn't go see Turbonegro. Went to see my nephew instead. My folks have him for the weekend, and I haven't seen him in about a month, and that's just no way for a godfather to act.

I swear, that kid is fucking adorable. Maybe I'll post pics once I find my long-lost USB cable.

I actually drove to DC to catch the show, but the...
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Turbonegro tonight at the Black Cat. I can't make it to tomorrow's show in Charm City, but I'll definately be in the District fo this one. I'm wearing a Hidden Hand t-shirt and Burton hat right now, so I guess that's what I'll have on tonight if you want to come find me. I'll buy you a shot of whiskey and we'll drink to the...
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John R. Cash: Feb. 26 1932 - Sep. 12 2003
rest in peace, my best unbeaten brother

Happy September 11th, everyone!

For as long as I remember, I've wanted to be Superman.

Now, I just want to be Lois Lane.

Put up some pics today. Nothing special, really. Just some shit I took with my phone's camera attachment on my trip to Houston. Oh, and a pic of my nephew, Jordan. Check that one out, he's adorable.

To preserve my sanity, I've convinced myself that the girls on this site aren't real. Not in the J-Lo "I'm Real" sense, but rather in the sense that...
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