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Saturday Mar 12, 2005

Mar 12, 2005
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So suddenly I'm getting all kinds of lines running through my head again. It's nice to actually be working, even as slowly as we are, on putting some songs together again, it's been a while. It was weird that when my last band broke up I suddenly had no more lyrics coming to mind. I used to write all the time, whether I was in a band or not, but that seems to have disappeared and so, like I said, it's nice to see it show up again now. If only I could get motivated to start drawing again, then I'd be happy, well, as happy as I ever really am. Anyway, back to the band thing, I'm planning to head over there tonight and work on some more songs, but we already have people who wanna come and hang out while we do this. I fuckin' hate that shit, either nobody gets anything done because there's somebody else around to hang out with or the person tagging along sits there talking about how bored they are and wondering when you'll be ready to take them somewhere else. I think it's time to establish some ground rules for "band time". Yes, I am an asshole when it comes to music, I like to fuck around and make jokes, but I want a certain amount of focus when I'm actually trying to accomplish something.
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thistle:
dude... you have no idea how stupid the whole thing is. all of our mutual friends are sick of it, adam's sick of it, i'm sick of it. but when it boils down to it i was pretty much in the wrong at the beginning of our falling out, so i don't feel right crashing her party as it were. when i realize that it's been a whole year since we stopped talking and we still can't even be in the same room, it kind of disgusts me.
Mar 13, 2005
thistle:
honestly this girl is just one of those people who needs someone to hate. i'd rather just leave it be and occasionally suffer the missed show. she told me a long time ago she would "never" forgive me and "never" wanted to talk to me again. if i had my way we would have a good honest fistfight and get our anger at each other out that way, but she's so fucking dishonest and cowardly that that will never happen. arg.

sorry for ranting about this. it's kind of nice to talk to someone about it who doesn't have a personal stake in it though.
Mar 13, 2005

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