I've been in one of the best moods ever lately even with work still being shitty shitty fuck fuck. And its more than likely cause of this girl. She texts me everyday, for which ive taken as a good sign. We have decided to meet this coming saturday and im ecstatic about it. We were just talking about music a little bit ago and i showed her some bad religion.... and she really likes it. This is a first for me. beauty, brains, tattoos (not alot just a few) and she is talking to me. I think ill go out and buy some lotto tickets please! hahahaha. but i really do hope, just for once, i will have a legit shot with this one.... even if it doesnt last, id like to at least hangout with her a few times.
Its hard for me to ignore the negitive feelings in the back of my head. ive been more successful lately shutting them out and just going with the flow. but a few times i get reminded that ive been here before, all happy and shit. feeling good and positive outlooks. Then not one week later im left with no one to talk to anymore and having to convince myself that it just wasnt meant to be anyways. Ever since i lost my best friend, my dog nanook, its been hard for me cause in all the past let downs i could go home to him and he'd be there for me. it was easier then.....