johnnyk47

New Friends and Old Friends.

Make new friends, but keep the old;
Those are silver, these are gold.
New-made friendships, like new wine,
Age will mellow and refine.
Friendships that have stood the test --
Time and change--are surely best;
Brow may wrinkle, hair grow gray;
Friendship never knows decay.
For 'mid old friends, tried and true,
Once more we our youth renew.
But old friends, alas! may die;
New friends must their place supply.
Cherish friendship in your breast--
New is good, but old is best;
Make new friends, but keep the old;
Those are silver, these are gold.

By: Joseph Parry

So I was thinking about a lot of my friends and new people I have met and this poem hit the spot. Last Friday I went out with my pal Justin and his girl to watch Pan's Labyrinth. That was a pretty good movie I liked it. It was different and you could look at the main plot from different views. It was interesting to say the least. From what I remember of the commercial.. it didn't really spoil anything in the movie, which is awesome because most movies now-a-days tend to spoil the movie by putting a lot of the good scenes in the commercial itself.

There are a few new movies I want to go see but I hate going to watch movies on my own. I mean its not like I havn't done it. It is just nice to talk to someone about the movie right after. Maybe someone would like to go with?

Last thought.... I have been recently thinking about a lot of things lately and one thing is that....... I am starting to think about the girl I took with me on the cruise. Now she has basically stopped talking to me... so yeah now I feel like a used piece of garbage. I mean first helping her through her breakup and then keeping her spirits up by taking her out to keep her mind off things then finally the cruise. Maybe I am just thinking too hard about things which I usually do anyways. But I can't help but think now that she has used me I have been tossed aside.

I mean yeah it was my fault for helping her out but thats how I am. Why do I feel so hurt? I don't know either. Maybe I have feelings for her... I guess that may be it. But we are friends at least thats how I would like to think it still is. But we shall see. It may just be that she is "busy" at work since she has a new position now and that I have been off from work all this time. Bah... sorry had to vent.

I have all these problems, always the girls that I can get along with or like live very far. The girls that I like who are close by either find me odd or intimidated by me. Thats what she told me anyways - not the odd part the intimidating part. Am I really that scary? shit.... No wonder its hard to get a date. Shit.