johnnyk47

So its .... 2:23 am right now as I am writing up this blog.... unfortunately I havn't had any "interesting" dreams lately that I can remember of at the moment. Thanks to those who actually read my rants and ..... dreams. I havn't actually gone fully erotica because i'm not sure about how people would take it. If you have noticed I have slowly been getting more..... how can I say this.... graphic as the stories go on, but im not sure if the full fledged stuff is even allowed here. If someone knows I would like to know.

I'm up now only because normally I work the night shift so I am normally up all night.... though I do not have anyone to chat with at this time of night. I have recently been thinking alot while I been packing away my EX's things into boxes. I have realized that I only really stayed in that relationship so long because of the security one feels of having someone. I think.. no i know now that I do miss the relationship but not because I miss my ex... it's because I miss the companionship and well... sex. Being up and alone at night brings this out, playing with yourself can only get you so far.

But man you should see how much crap my EX even had.... after all her stuff was pretty muched packed, I took a look all around my room and it looks empty....the good thing about this is that i can actually put MY stuff out. Haha yeah im a nerd and I do collect a lot of stuff. Well tomorrow im planning on moving my furniture around in my room to give it more of a spacy look.

Anyways im always on msn so if you wanna chat im on there.