johnnyflash

"why this is i do not know"

"through the worlds loving eyes life seems fair
with visions dancing through the air"

"but all i see are broken dreams
all lifes joys floating in silted streams"

"why this is i do not know
when the sun does set i see no afterglow"

"all these wounds come from within
in luminous caverns my soul grows dim"

"all these battles are self imposed
why this is i do not know"

"disenchantment clouds my mind
i feel as if im miles behind"

"cerebral miopia leaves one blind
unbroken wings are hard to find"

"so i search for reality in others graces
but find only phoney smiles and painted faces"

"no drug on this earth has hindered my fear
not smack nor crack and not even beer"

"I would run fifty miles or swim to an isle
to find just one person with that same broken smile"

"self loathing like me
tortured by insecurity"

"and maybe its wrong to wish that upon............"

"but hope is a dream
floating in a stream"

"why im here i do not know
the eerie silence haunts me so"