johnnyd_ranged

Ahhh christmas was good to me. Why do I still get so stressed out and upset by being around family tho? Nothing bad happened, but it still puts me in the mood to sink away into nothingness. As far as gifts go, I got a good load, a new cell fone, and a good selection of books.. I'll finally get to read the DaVinci Code! I also got to look through all my old year books, and bring them to my apartment, something about reminiscing about those years makes me sad about my waste of a life, and happy about where i've been, however, it's hard for me not to experience anything in terms of the dichotomy of opposing extremes, so I shouldn't be suprised. Well i'm just happy to be back home with some time alone to delve into some of these books, and mitigate my mind a little. Merry Xmas and a have christy christy good time