johnnyd_ranged

Life is so fucked up. My whole existence is tumbling towards a million paths stemming from these moments and my mind is a whilwind sucking up more than it can handle. I'm no stranger to having a million thoughts building themselves up and knocking eachother down. But I almost can't handle my future, past and present selves brawling, and yesterday I had one of the most intense conversations of my life, and its still realing in my head while I have my last film class tonight and still have three art assignments to do by totmorrow morning, and i gotta straighten out my next semester, and a whole new load of fucked up shit not fit for discussion just got dropped into my life this morning. All i want to do is climb into a great abyss and feel comfortably numb. Die mind die.


EDIT:
I finally got into every class they said I couldn't for next semester, and I'm halfway done two of my projects and I'm saying fuck it to the other one.
The drop in stress makes me a happy happy man, so do all the nice women giving me an ego boost at university, and pleasent memories from an invigorating and delectable weekend