johnnycult

So I've been doing a ton of thinking lately and I've come to a couple decisions. I'm going to quit doing blow for good and stop smoking cigs. The past few weeks of smoking hasn't been the same. Every cig I smoke tastes horrible so I feel its time to stop. I also finally saw my blow addiction effect someone I truly care about. It wasn't anything bad she just left when a couple of us were hanging out and she seemed so rather distant that night. Plus the fact that my money vanishes right after I get paid and I don't like that. I need to get my life in order and this is the first step. I would love to have her right by my side the whole way. Keeping my mind off my addictions...correction former addictions. I'm positive I have the will power to resist them. Wish me luck everyone, you're encouragement will help reassure me I can do this.

Much love