johnny_pez

ok so christmas is over for another year. It is my fav day because i love spending time with my family, i love my mom to death and its always nice seeing her face when she opens presents. My mom was very sick for 5 years and everyone kind of pretended that things were ok when they were polar fucking opposite. This was the first year after the operation that saved her and thank god that she is pretty much 100% again, so this year meant alot. The day was great up until about 9 o clock last night when my brother ruined everything! My brother is mentally handicapped but let me put you straight that although it does limit him in certain areas, it makes no difference on his personality or the choices he makes. Unfortunately my brother is not a nice person at all, in fact he is the most selfish un caring human being i have ever met, but he's my brother and i still love him. He basically refused to help out and deliberately made mom over hear us arguing so it upset her and then me and he had the biggest smile on his face which was the lowest thing i think i have ever seen him do..... so i lost it and just couldnt stop crying. I didnt care about me it was my mom i was sorry for! Anyway me and mom made the best of the day that remained, we watched most haunted (ho ho ho) and then i went to bed with half a bottle of bacardi!

Anyway on a lighter note, im in love with the lil ipod shuffle i got from santa! its so ickle and cute *swoons* so today im sat here in my boxers waiting to go out for some retail therapy and a big fat coffee with sprinkles while listening to some hardcore shizzle on my shuffle! LIFE IS GOOD!

I need some new ink so fucking bad, i need to get my sleeve finished and then i can save my pennies and hopefullyFrankie can do my left arm! i havent had the grace of going into the new shop but its hard to do that when you now live in manchester!!!!!!!!

Anyway kiddies and kittens im off for some more coffee and a couple of episodes of the mighty boosh! and if you dont know who they are then i pity you ....... PEACE!