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Monday Feb 16, 2004

Feb 16, 2004
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Every night
You wrote another line
With a bloody, borken, bottle
And every day
You wish it away
Why don't you pull the pin
On that grenade
You cuddle

I wanted to believe
Bodies swinging from trees
Struggling to stand
With your head in your hands
A stoic last stand
Of a dying man

I wanted to believe
As I watched your world
Crumble in your hands
I wanted to believe
As you raised your glass
To your last stand
And I wanted to believe
You would win
The war in your head
That I did not understand
That I did not understand

Every night
The questions poured out
Of your wounded eyes
Damn dark things
Every day
You used to pray
Listen to the black raven sing
You wanted to believe
As you were falling to your knees
Struggling to stand
With your life in your hand
The sad last stand
Of a broken man

I wanted to believe
As I watched your world
Crumble in your hands
I wanted to believe
As you raised your glass
To your last stand
And I wanted to believe
You would win
The war in your head
That I did not understand
That I did not understand

I wanted to believe
As I watch your world
Crumble in your hands
I wanted to believe
As you raised your glass
To your last stand
And I wanted to believe
You would win
The war in your head
That I did not understand
That I did not understand

And the questions pour out
And the questions pour out
I did not understand
I did not understand
I did not understand
I did not understand
The sound of you falling
I did not understand
As the trembling heart of a man
Did not understand
The sound of a trembling heart

Suicide Note
Johnette Napolitano



Kind of in an ethical dilema here. Lets say there are some people who you do not know. Never even talked to them. You feel like you know them though, so you support them. You then find some dirt on them and investigate it in order to disprove. It can't really be done though as the more you investigate, the more nasty things you find. So you then try to justify their actions, but in the process it finaly hits you...the actions commited by them are FUCKED UP and totally goes against what you believed them to be (the people). You feel disenchanted, you do not wan't to believe these things but they are true. There are others around you who pay no attention though. They are either blind, or they are social conformists.

Should you cut all ties? Or maybe ignore it, just turn your head not necesarily being blind, just chosing not to act? Or should you confront these people some how, even if you will get no response, or worse, get on their bad side? I have already made up my mind, just curious as to what others would do. I can barely keep my eyes open at the moment, so there are probably a shit load of typos and errors. Overlook them. If not, eat shit and die. j/k wink

flinchtriplesix:
i think just about everyone should be givin the benifit of the doubt, true or not, maybe something happened to them at some point that they never told anyone about that drastikly changed them for the better. whereas that COULD be true, you can usually tell if it's not, in that case.....ties be cut!
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