john_e_scorpio

LUV conquers all! It's buck up lil camper time. I've found new hope in myself and someone I've been dating. She's actually been in the picture all along before, during and after this other young one broke my heart. My love life is very complicated.

Actually I'm one of those who feels there should be at least a dozen different words for love in the English language, like supposedly the Eskimos have so many words for snow. (There's a tired analogy.) i've gone through about six varieties of them already this year. Currently I'm in love the way one might be in love with a new artist or author (or band I guess I should say considering this website) one has just discovered (except you don't usually get to have sex with the artist, author or band, so it's something a little bit more than that). But there are no guarantees cuz she's moving to Toronto at the end of the summer. Hey, what better time to move to Canada, though, right? What with fascism and jingoism on the rise in this country. Vive la Canada!

But there I go thinking too far ahead again and trying to make something too big out of what should be just appreciated for what it is. I am having fun. And I'm trying to take everyone's advice and not tell her when I get those crazy luv joneses. I just hope she never sees this journal entry.

So all's pretty much well. Except for the fact that I had to take a second job to make ends meet and now I have no time to do anything. I like the job ok though. I just started last night. It's fine dining. But the other servers are nice. Plus there's the fact that I'm very disappointed in two of my friends-- namely the girl I was dating and the guy friend who swooped in under my radar and started putting the moves on her. Now they're an item. Not good form.

Oh one last thing. There's a topic of discussion I've been wanting to toss around after looking at some of the suicidegirls' sets. What are people's opinions on shaving v. trimming. I personally thing a trimmed or finely coifed cooch is far preferable to a bald snatch. Completely shaved is too kiddy porn for me. Who's been giving all these women the idea that a bald, prepubescent-looking pussy is sexy. To me the slightest hint of bush is what gets my blood pumping, not hairlessness. What are other people's preferences.