Why do people pick them selves up from being ripped apart? How do you trust when all of the trust you worked so hard to try and build gets shattered? Why is that the nice guy approach is never the right on? I'm broken and honestly life doesn't even seem worth living. I used to be the sappy ass romantic that would do want they did in romantic stories about long meaningful messages about uplifting the other, random flowers and notes just to be sweet. Haha like that ever works. It's a joke, a shame, people don't want that they want someone demanding, someone to work towards and try to gain affection from. If everything comes easy they want something different. When all I want is something real something meaningful and heart felt. I'm broken and shattered. My heart no long beats, it ended when you let someone else in and never recovered. It held strong to make things work even as piece by piece was torn and forgotten. People say woman appreciation nice guys and want one? Is that the truth or is it they want the guy they make into a nice guy? I have no idea. All I know is my heart is black almost gone yet a thin holds on to hope yet it's almost gone. Life holds no means I just wish I could let go.
