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Tuesday Oct 14, 2008

Oct 14, 2008
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i am at a standstill
yeh the hamster has hopped off the treadmill
there is no power being generated, no juices flowing
creatively anyway
how do they do it anyway? stay on the damn things with those spoke thingys or steps or whatever you call them - you don't know at what speed to take it. you could get on thinking oh i'm in complete control here
you try and get your footing on the steps, ease into it
and get catapulted off again in no time
simply because you are off the pace
or you could start off too fast, too keen and trip all over yourself
this is my fault i'm where i am because of this negativity
it sickens me its eating me up and has been for as long as i can remember
it is pervasive its there in my writing, its in everyday thoughts and utterances.
as inane as they are. must be positive they keep saying to me and they're right!

i have to start making oaths to myself and keeping them


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Top Ten (as of today)

1. Wilco

2. Arcade fire

3. Radiohead

4. Tom Waits

5. Neko Case

6. Joy Division

7. NIN

8. Mazzy Starr

9. Social Distortion

10. Talking Heads



yeh never changes much.

VIEW 11 of 11 COMMENTS
platypuz:
Hey mate,yeah i had a ball...at the ball,it was held in the middle of the cross which was kinda interesting especially when your hanging out with a group of uber hot lookin woman in corsets,suspenders etc.
I went as a varuca gnome which is a character from terry pratchetts discworld series,im not to well versed on fairytales so went with what i knew..some aspects of discworld are based in old european folk/fairytales so it seemed like a good idea
I was even amazed that morgannahh & i managed to get a cab at 2am in the cross..smile
Oct 27, 2008
clio:
next time the wait will be much shorter! smile
Oct 30, 2008

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