fuck yo been so damn busy. my friend may have booked a fight for me so there'll be a couple G's in the ol' pocket. fuckin hate people on the other hand. tired of always doin favors. made a bad comment to a give whos in love with me. she was pukin her ass off and asked me to get her some 7up to ease her pain so i went and got it and ame back and i get a charming smile and a thank you. stupid me i told her doin favors for people and bein a nice guy don't fill my wallet. shit i feel bad. just tired of bein used though. every ex has cheated on me for the past 3 years. can't find a decent woman. fuckin "firends" only call when they need somethin. drove all the way up a fuckin hill cause a "friend" calls at 2:30 in the morn sayin "ugh my cars makin a funny sound dude" damn people. fuckin have to be a nice guy though cause its what i'll be known for in life. if i become an asshole then people will hate me and i'll lose even more but if i play a goody 2 shoes then i'll just be a schmuck and people will walk over me and se me for the rest of my live. god dammit i need a drink. haven't drank in 5 days either shit.