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joea7

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Sunday Sep 06, 2009

Sep 6, 2009
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So, I'm down to my last trip. I have two hits of L left... I always worry about something going wrong. loosing my life, not coming out of my trip or doing something that will effect me in a way that I wont be able to see Robyn ever again... Its the same when I take boomer's or hit salvia.

I mean I can take salvia in a 30 min lunch break, trips balls and come back feeling better than when I left. Though the visual trip is only around 8 mins, all I'm seeing is patterns(I'm in my truck outside. You can have a visual trip with your eyes open or closed. Usually when you close your eyes and let your head fall back you see patterns. Its the most visual/intense trip I've ever experienced. The great thing about this is I can drive 20 mins away and purchase it legally at a record store right across the river in Iowa.) You start to wonder how long it's been since you took the hit(you smoke salvia). For me its no joke. I am calm as fuck so I don't freak out. I try to make my way mentally through the patterns, the first thing I hear usually is the play list I made for the trip... I do know what to expect each time so I usually have Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds or Strawberry Fields to come back too...

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I never really thought about those trips till now. I do take things for granted. In that short minute when I'm unsure if I'll ever see the world again the things that fill my thoughts are the people I love the most...



I don't get that feeling with L or boomer's until I'm laying in bed. When I take one of these two drugs I usually have a plan, something to do or watch. When I'm done I go to my safe spot. my bed. since what i have planed is usually no longer than 4 hrs long, I have to lay in bed and wait for my precious sleep to arrive. The hours either fly by or slowly creep. As I lay, the LED lights from my modem and clock create shadows, while what ever I took transforms these shadows continueously. The effect isn't as negative as the the brief second of salvia. It's 2-4 hours of boredom while waiting to fall asleep.

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I'm well aware of the fun I could still be having but I like to trip alone when I know no one is going to be around. I really don't have friends like I used to. No one to converse with. I'm thinking this is going to be my last trip.



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I fell asleep while writing this and don't feel like writing at all at 9 a.m. *also* This is my first blog EVER and I have no clue if the Spoiler button will even work right.



-Joe

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