This new job.... were ahead of schedule, the works not hard, the bosses are laid back and cool. there is no pressure.
its so fucking boring.
i cant even get in to work on time because i just dont care. This punctuality problem will be the end of me. but tomorrow im getting in at 9am if it kills me, ill be exhausted and cranky and sore, i will hate myself for being late all those other times, and i will hate all of the mediocre shit i have produced so far. i will hate the shitty coffee. i will hate the loudmouth motherfucker who sites to my left.
Then i will channell all of this hatred and spite into some kickass Animation (for preschoolers).
THAT, is my motivation.
in other news: the great plan progresses.
ninjitsu is still kicking my ass, im so inflexible, i cant do reverse kicks, its so frustrating.i only end up hurting myself. i dont even want to do stupid flashy kicks, theyre only good for tournaments anyways, i want more swording! and knife defense, and grappling (but not with the fat guy, ugh.... i do not want grappling with the fat guy, his stubble burns my arms)
ugh.
i had my best experience yet for going to a show on my own. danced while sober all night, tried to chat up 3 complete strangers . i wonder how creepy i must appear to them, who goes to shows alone? oh well, who cares. i was there to dance.
lots more to write, but i gotts sleep its 2 am, and tomorrow is the day. yes, i swear, by the great maker:
TOMORROW I WILL BE ON TIME FOR WORK!
its so fucking boring.
i cant even get in to work on time because i just dont care. This punctuality problem will be the end of me. but tomorrow im getting in at 9am if it kills me, ill be exhausted and cranky and sore, i will hate myself for being late all those other times, and i will hate all of the mediocre shit i have produced so far. i will hate the shitty coffee. i will hate the loudmouth motherfucker who sites to my left.
Then i will channell all of this hatred and spite into some kickass Animation (for preschoolers).
THAT, is my motivation.
in other news: the great plan progresses.
ninjitsu is still kicking my ass, im so inflexible, i cant do reverse kicks, its so frustrating.i only end up hurting myself. i dont even want to do stupid flashy kicks, theyre only good for tournaments anyways, i want more swording! and knife defense, and grappling (but not with the fat guy, ugh.... i do not want grappling with the fat guy, his stubble burns my arms)
ugh.
i had my best experience yet for going to a show on my own. danced while sober all night, tried to chat up 3 complete strangers . i wonder how creepy i must appear to them, who goes to shows alone? oh well, who cares. i was there to dance.
lots more to write, but i gotts sleep its 2 am, and tomorrow is the day. yes, i swear, by the great maker:
TOMORROW I WILL BE ON TIME FOR WORK!
Did you get to work on time?