joe_b_ruthless

So i broke my little stint with celibacy... A big weight has been lifted from my shoulders via my nuts.

What the hell was I thinking? Second time in my life that i had tried selective celibacy, the first time wasn't too bad. This time it just drove me nuts. So from now on, I'm done with celibacy. It drives me schitzo. I'm also going to stop fighting all of my urges.

I don't do drugs anymore, except for the herb. I rarely drink anymore too. None of these things give me the satisfaction that my honest words bring me. It feels real real real good to say what is on my mind all the time. If i dont like you, i'll tell you. If I want to fuck you, I'll tell you. If i dont want to see you again, I'll tell you. I'm not holding anything back anymore.

I come to write and fuck, the rest is just filler.