i need a vacation... havent had one since pre 9/11.. everytime i have time off i spend it working on projects and my book or other writings... i'm burnt out...
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swimming of the stream of obscurity
i lost my breath
i woke up panting for air
confused I tossed my covers off
I sat up and held in my fear
need to relax
need to relax
the panic settles
i catch my breath
the confusion lingers
what the fuck just happened?
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i lost my breath
i woke up panting for air
confused I tossed my covers off
I sat up and held in my fear
need to relax
need to relax
the panic settles
i catch my breath
the confusion lingers
what the fuck just happened?
Ever feel like you wake up into the wrong world or dimension sometimes? Like...
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stella_marie:
i need aloe on my back and cant reach
swimming of the stream of obscurity
i lost my breath
i woke up panting for air
confused I tossed my covers off
I sat up and held in my fear
need to relax
need to relax
the panic settles
i catch my breath
the confusion lingers
what the fuck just happened?
Ever feel like you wake up into the wrong world or dimension sometimes? Like...
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i lost my breath
i woke up panting for air
confused I tossed my covers off
I sat up and held in my fear
need to relax
need to relax
the panic settles
i catch my breath
the confusion lingers
what the fuck just happened?
Ever feel like you wake up into the wrong world or dimension sometimes? Like...
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stella_marie:
can i be the pretty girl mentioned below?? i promise not to play nice
Alright, so i'm going to reverse this life as a recluse that i have been living. I'm focusing on those things that I enjoy doing that involve leaving my house. Its summer so cheers for Hot Sun, Spanish Football, Yankee Baseball(although they suck), swimming and playing with a pretty girl.
A toda ostias!!!
A toda ostias!!!
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sunna:
Ostias!!!
I sleept 12 hours in a row las night O_o... that' s the fair resoult of 24 hours working non-stop in front of the computer.
Did i tell you im a zombie??^^
besos!!!!
I sleept 12 hours in a row las night O_o... that' s the fair resoult of 24 hours working non-stop in front of the computer.
Did i tell you im a zombie??^^
besos!!!!
salomegoddess:
yeah at least a lil bit lesbo- I'm glad your an advocate
Futbol will be an great Summer activity- I'm keeping up with all things Latino/Spanish from this point on too- I think futbol on sunday afternoons with my dad may need to be in my agenda too
Futbol will be an great Summer activity- I'm keeping up with all things Latino/Spanish from this point on too- I think futbol on sunday afternoons with my dad may need to be in my agenda too
and so begins the summer of metal....
here's to good times and good company.
here's to good times and good company.
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salomegoddess:
what's the SUmmer of Metal???
stella_marie:
i wrote back the match stakler. heres what i wrote:
rob, im sorry, but that last message was a few steps past creepy. no i wasnt at 2X4 sat night, i was actually out on a date. i think this is a good time to just lose contact
ill talk to you later and explain everything that happened tonight (last night). im just hoping tonight will wash it all away
rob, im sorry, but that last message was a few steps past creepy. no i wasnt at 2X4 sat night, i was actually out on a date. i think this is a good time to just lose contact
ill talk to you later and explain everything that happened tonight (last night). im just hoping tonight will wash it all away
I'm glad that my car can't go faster than it can. There is very little advocacy for driving under the influence in this world and I can understand. But, there is nothing more fun than tripling the speed limit with a head full of booze. I consider myself a relatively smart person, but there are some things that I just refuse to comprehend, like... well,...
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stella_marie:
just wait till you see whats under them
sunna:
Wouldnt get in a care with you driving...nott even in a million years LOOOOL
take care madboy
ahahaha
besos!
LOOOOL
take care madboy
ahahaha
besos!
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caffeineheadache:
i just need to think of a way to change it enough, but not too much. maybe green cloak or something.
stella_marie:
?
nah
more like
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nah
more like
sometimes life affects your emotions like a pendulum. It pushes them from extreme to extreme. From Happiness to Anger, sadness to contentment, it swings around like mad. Like a kid on a tire swing, it can sometimes be fun for a while, until it makes you nauseus. Centering oneself is crucial for mental health.
freyja__:
it's true. i'm always saying 'the pendulum swings both ways.'
stella_marie:
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im dizzy
im dizzy
It is amazing and hard to believe that the only truly miserable animal on earth, so happens to be the only one with the mental fortitude to know what can and will make them happy. If ignorance is bliss, then why would you want knowledge?
When an animal is hungry it finds food and it eats. When it has sexual desires it seeks a mate...
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mngddss:
I don't think I could even imagine what solitude would be like. I've been with my husband for 10 years and before that lived with my parents.
I bet it has it's ups and downs just like anything else.
What do you write? Short stories, books, poems, random things, all of the above?
I bet it has it's ups and downs just like anything else.
What do you write? Short stories, books, poems, random things, all of the above?
sophie:
Spread love, dont fight the urges and just BE HAPPY.
excellent advice. is it working for you? because it's working for me.
Rotten ideas are not a means of existence. Drunk from all the beer and barbecue in addition to all the sun and herb we smoked, i stare into the air. Lost meaning to what i was to do. Did I not care anymore for the later? How great would that be? To not care about what is to happen in the moments of tomorrow. But...
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stella_marie:
that was charming. minus the autopsy part, there are definitely a few i wouldnt mind it happening to - as long as i can have some part in it! 
stella_marie:
wow dude, youre so deep.
pass the bong
pass the bong
Searching through the pages of the interweb, I come across many profiles and thoughts from many different girls and women. Many, like most of us, have been in a shitty relationship that involved some deceit on behalf of their partner. So they seek someone that is honest, that doesn't "lie and play games" and to this i call "Bullshit". You are all full of shit....
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caffeineheadache:
bah ha ha - I also call bullshit. have you ever seen "bullshit" that penn and teller show on cable? they did a whole episode on couples and how monogamy is a relatively new things and for the most part doesnt work.
they sell it in single use packs at 7-11, in case its just an off night