jody

i'm at a party... but i'm using their computer to update my journal. very strange. i'm really tired tonight. i've been tired a lot lately. i was hoping tonight would be really light and fun, but...
i've had a few people ask me how i'm doing (with the edge of sympathy in their voice). my friend lee even told me he was worried about me. it seems like i can't escape thinking about all the shit that's going on in my life for even one night.
i just need a break.

i feel a little blue.