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I'm afraid i'm going to slip and fall.
I'm full of feelings right now, some good some bad. I don't really know what to say other than. GUH. I'm tired and i'm hurting, on my insides on my outsides, and myself. I am trying to be strong throughout this whole ordeal. But my mind feels like it is going to pop like a huge pimple....
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I'm full of feelings right now, some good some bad. I don't really know what to say other than. GUH. I'm tired and i'm hurting, on my insides on my outsides, and myself. I am trying to be strong throughout this whole ordeal. But my mind feels like it is going to pop like a huge pimple....
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timtoxic:
Sounds Like a bout of depression going on here. I hope happiness finds a way into your heart. 
timtoxic:
Yes. I got over my soar throat so my heart and kidneys are doing fine for now. My pills work well for depression which I know a lot about except the part of feeling lonely.
Life is an ever changing whirlwind
kreatinkaos:
That is true 
Today was a hell of a day. I woke up late, didn't get a shower, had to run out of the house to try and make it to work, and on the way what happens?! MY FUCKING TIRE BLOWS OUT ON ME.
I was so pissd off, and had to call my boss to come help me because it had got stuck in the mud...
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I was so pissd off, and had to call my boss to come help me because it had got stuck in the mud...
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timtoxic:
Fuckity fuck is right.
grimmygrimm:
*poke* Im back! and mostly moved in!
*HUGS*
have no fear im back!!!!!! you ever need a real hug you know where im at!
*HUGS*
have no fear im back!!!!!! you ever need a real hug you know where im at!
FUCK EVERYTHING
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violently:
i am still not as strong as you though...i keep hoping that all this week he will think about how retarded he is and when i show up (looking as hot as i can possibly pull off) he will magically reconsider and change his mind.
my higher self keeps telling me the weekend of the 23rd is when he will have a change of heart, but getting my stuff out of there sooner will really make him think. but damn, this is going to be hard as fuck. i am already an emotional mess anyway. i hope when i go to see him i can be all calm and cool and collected and be like yeah who cares about you, kiss him goodbye like it means nothing, and walk away like i'm the hottest piece of ass in the entire universe. if i can do that it'd be pro. cus of course, he doesn't have to see me bawling like a crazy person in the car on the way home.
sigh.
my higher self keeps telling me the weekend of the 23rd is when he will have a change of heart, but getting my stuff out of there sooner will really make him think. but damn, this is going to be hard as fuck. i am already an emotional mess anyway. i hope when i go to see him i can be all calm and cool and collected and be like yeah who cares about you, kiss him goodbye like it means nothing, and walk away like i'm the hottest piece of ass in the entire universe. if i can do that it'd be pro. cus of course, he doesn't have to see me bawling like a crazy person in the car on the way home.
sigh.
kreatinkaos:
I had one of those days too
So last night I finally got the courage to do what I needed to get done. That may sound vague but its how it goes. I'm sad and I'm upset but I do feel a wave of contentment.
I'm on my own now. I may be crying and I may be making no sense right now, but my mind and my heart is not really...
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I'm on my own now. I may be crying and I may be making no sense right now, but my mind and my heart is not really...
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scorp17yh:
Have you been a bad girl? I'll spank you soundly and soothe you tenderly.
timtoxic:
I'd love to see you in them too. 
I am emotionally drained 
I wish I could figure out just exactly what it is that I want right now. I know what I need but I can't seem to figure out if its the same as what I want. Someone help me!
I wish I could figure out just exactly what it is that I want right now. I know what I need but I can't seem to figure out if its the same as what I want. Someone help me!
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acidicman:
Hope u feel better without any drugs/ chemicals. If not, I reccommend buying a pack of lemons. Cut at least 6 open in the area you spend most time. The rest, leave around the area you spend least time in. Vitamin C is an excellent cure for most things, Inhaling fresh lemon scent is always good.
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vidtravels:
bourbon!!! And lots of it! you'll forget all about what else is going on
grimmygrimm:
You look hawt with hot the outfits 
Hope you feel better hun
Hope you feel better hun
So i'm back from portland. I had a good time, it was nice to spend some quality time with my mother, and she was actually night to me.
Did a lot of shopping.!
Makes me happy. I got a wonderful new pair of pants. The whole weekend I wanted to find a pair of nice black shoes, but anywhere I went I couldn't find them,...
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Did a lot of shopping.!
Makes me happy. I got a wonderful new pair of pants. The whole weekend I wanted to find a pair of nice black shoes, but anywhere I went I couldn't find them,... Read More
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timtoxic:
You will find those special shoes and life will be great once again. 
grimmygrimm:
Damn my ass goes camping you come to Portland and i missed you.. man that bums me out.. but im back and i hope to talk with you soon!!!!
but im back and i hope to talk with you soon!!!!
I'm so angry right now!!!!!!!!!! My best friends son ended up breaking his leg tonight, so instead of having dinner with her, i'm not staying with her other two kids. The phone rings and it's he ex husband calling to see whats going on. At first he's like oh thank you Jodi, for staying with my kids and helping out, yadda yadda yadda.
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kreatinkaos:
You should have told her ex husband to jump in front of a truck
timtoxic:
Yea! What KreatinKaos said.....