Today I am hating love, relationships, romance kisses, hugs, anything to do with guys.
Yes, i'm in a pissy mood and thats that. I dont' know why i'm feeling this way today, but it just kinda struck me. People suck. And...I don't like it.
I ugh I don't even know how to say it. Maybe i'll ponder and get back.
I dont' want to see it, hear about it, or even think about it. it exhuasts me. I feel so bitter and upset. and just want to cry. This is why at this exact moment I want nothing to do with it...I WILL cry...I have cried.
I shouldn't be feeling this way.
Today was my last day of speech and I found out that i'm getting a B, that means I only have thursday left and i'm done for the summer, shouldn't that excite me and make me happy. I'm going to a show on monday, I should be heading down to california to hang out with my sister for a week. All these things should be making me happy and yet i'm not. I'm sad and depressed, and feel like ripping my hear out.
Yes, i'm in a pissy mood and thats that. I dont' know why i'm feeling this way today, but it just kinda struck me. People suck. And...I don't like it.
I ugh I don't even know how to say it. Maybe i'll ponder and get back.
I dont' want to see it, hear about it, or even think about it. it exhuasts me. I feel so bitter and upset. and just want to cry. This is why at this exact moment I want nothing to do with it...I WILL cry...I have cried.
I shouldn't be feeling this way.
Today was my last day of speech and I found out that i'm getting a B, that means I only have thursday left and i'm done for the summer, shouldn't that excite me and make me happy. I'm going to a show on monday, I should be heading down to california to hang out with my sister for a week. All these things should be making me happy and yet i'm not. I'm sad and depressed, and feel like ripping my hear out.