jodi_marie

Ok, so quick update. I'm drunk and hanging out with a whole bunch of lesbians. I heart them though. Danielle is like my other sister, jeriko just is awesome, and the others are great. I like being dropped into this whole other world. I gives me a bit of something new, something different. It takes me away from all the problems that I face, the problems that I try and hide from and all the things that I just want to get over but am still having problems doing. I'm just in a place right now, a place that i'm not sure how to deal with, how to cope with, how to get over, how to understand. But I suppose thats life. And in all reality you don't know how it goes, you just have to go with it. Life would be no fun if you knew exactly how it went. Learn from life experiences and I do regret something things in my past, but at the same time, the major things, no matter how badly then went, or how good they could go at sometimes, or how badly it all ended, I don't regret. I have learned so many things in the last couple years that I would never take back, but there are also things that I wish I wouldn't have had to go through, but I know that I learned important lessons from. I have to take those things and put them to use in my future. I just wish I had someone to call my own. I am sad, and i'm lonely and I just want to find someone who will really appreciate me and love me. Just that simple, admit their love. I want someone who has the same love for me as I have for them.

Ok, sorry just a little word vomit for those interested. I will be home on oh, saturday or something like that. I hope everyone is having a good time and I will see you all later.